Lucky Bitch!

Okay, ever since i watched the documentary, i've been a BIT stalkerish of all the MJ live performances he has done. And i found this one which was the one in Malaysia and this lucky bitch get to hug him on stage while he's singing!!! Just watch, its somewhere in the middle.




OMG not fair.

You've been struck by a smooth criminal!

THIS IS IT - today i watched it for the second time.

And I now fully understand why girls used to faint when they saw him. I could have fainted today if i was watching the live show. Its his swagger that he has when he's on stage, especially in those sexy red shirt suits he wears. That brutal passion, and that ooze of confidence, which he lacks so much in reality.

And no matter how many surgeries he's done to his face, or how different and scary he looks, I think all he has to do is give one of those genuine, naive smiles - that smile he gets when he's into his music that he's singing- to let everyone fall in love with him yet again.
I think i wanna buy the THIS IS IT dvd. Although it makes me feel sad and depressed everytime i watch it.
But there were those funny moments in the show, like some of his quirky moves, or when he became so excited that he was doing weird movements with his hands, or when he became so lost in his rehearsal that the directors had to direct him back. Those were funny moments that remind you that MJ was indeed a real person, and not a fictional character that we all idolize.

And when he performed all his Jackson 5 hits with their moves, I can't help but think that he'll never forget his moves because of what his dad would do to him when he was young. But he still performed it with his small-boy charm.

One thing I noticed about him was that when he gave direction to the crew, or started becoming a bit impatient with a mistake that the band made, he ALWAYS makes sure that he talks to them nicely and even adds things like "With love. That what rehearsals are for, so we can improve". Oh My Gawd. So sweeeeet of him. He also lets others get the spotlight once in a while on HIS concert. how sweeeet no?

What made me almost cry was the ending. The last scene was so suitable. Like he was blessing everyone. Wow. I'm almost tearing up thinking of it. You may think its cliche, blogging after him dying and what not. But I think for me, and most of us, the reason why this whole issue is so saddening, is because of his life.

The boy who was not given a chance at childhood, will never grow up, and would die an incomplete and confused live; but also the boy who never stopped giving.

He finally found his neverland.

Proud to be me for today!

Haih. Had a superb day!
Today i felt like a VIP, after all these days of feeling unappreciated.

I went for training today from 9am to 5pm in Sunway Hotel, and when I came back, I walked into my office and my phone was ringing for me, and 2 ppl wanted to see me: My Boss, and the Manager of Organizational Development department. Wow, i felt missed.

You see, for the past month i think i was a tiny bit overworked. I've been doing this senior exec's work cos she took leave for 1 month. I've called people and actually hounded them to hand in reports, and information requested for GHR. I've emailed almost half the employees there i swear! (okay, gross exxageration here). I've assisted in finding evidences for misconduct cases. And only today i feel like I've actually achieved something; when 2 managers actually had to depend on me for something. Its trivial, i know. But its reallly these small things that boost up my mood for the day. Like when someone meets me in person and goes "Oh, you are Nisha" (cos i've probably sent a dozen emails to them to tell them to pass up their turnover report) I feel like a discipline teacher with a cane in my hand wtf but at least ppl know i exist.

And today, someone asked me whether they should CC their turnover report to my supervisor (which is on leave). HAHAHAHAHA. No one knows i'm an intern there. So i told her to email to my supervisor and CC to me because that is the right and respectful thing to do. Direct emails to the person in charge, and CC to their subordinates. And in the training, everytime the trainer mention something about any of the GHR policies, everyone will turn to look at me as tho I should know. First of all, I only know the IR related policies. Second of all, i feel like shoutin "HELLO? I'M JUST AN INTERN STOP LOOKING AT ME!!" but i didn't.

And wat else perked my day up? Fresh Oysters and Sushi. All on the house ya'll. Well not really. But still, not coming outta my pocket. Buffet in the hotel can bring tears of joy to my pretty eyes wtf.

And today, i'm armed with the knowledge of the Sexual Harassment act. So beware guys! This is THE tool, if any, that a girl can utilize to seek revenge on youuuuu. No really. Its dangerous.

Toodles!

Why?

i swear my hair is NOT growing. I haven't cut it for ages and it still does not grow. WHYYYYYYYY?? *bangs head on wall*

WHYYYYY must we have thesis??

WHYYYY must we have internship report?

WHYYYY must we study??

WHYYY am i related to people who aspire to be plastic bimbos?

WHYYYY does Johnny Depp live so far away with his stupid wife and stupid kids???

Life is full of questions, but short on the answers.

When Karma clocks into work

The past two weeks have been shit for me. I've been a little stressed at work (i swear i lost a few strands of precious hair), but thats not all the shit that happened.

I'll list it out for you shall I? Makes it easier to see how screwed i've been.

1. I had to pay RM3 for parking and I didn't have change. So I put in RM10 and got the change in ALL 50 cent coins.

2. I was called a "Brocolli" by my colleague, who was trying to say "Bengali" lol.

3. I was called "The freakiest thing in the carpark" by my own homie when i made a comment that the carpark was freaky WTF.

4. I ate some sweet that Suet Ling gave me (Haw Flakes for those of you know) and only realized when I reached the last bit that it was infested with some insect's eggs, and the insect responsible for laying them was lying dead there. (I think Suet Ling tried to poison me so she could steal my purple gummy sweets on my table)

5. I got PICKPOCKETED during Diwali shopping. WHO ON EARTH WOULD PREY ON A YOUNG INDIAN GIRL DOING FESTIVE SHOPPING??

6. I bumped a proton car during a traffic jam. My leg slipped from the break, and just nudged her car. There was nothing on MY car, but knowing a Proton, its practically an accident waiting to happen. Her car kemek a bit la but still, i had to pay.

7. So now I have NO IC card, NO driving licence, and NO money, because i got pickpocketed, and I get into an accident which I can't pay for because I have NO atm card.

Life's a bitch.

But you know whats a cure for it all? The taste of revenge. Oh, yes, sweet ripe revenge. Who can resist it?

So I came across the same lady who was being a bitch to me when I tried to get my College Human Resource to approve my thesis study on the staff in my college. Oh boy, she was a real pain, and I hated the way she said "I don't think we'll be approving it, cos we don't want our employees to look at our organization negatively" I swear she mentioned something like "Hit me on the head right now!" but no one believes me wtf.

Whatever lah. A "NO" would suffice. Till today she has never got back to me. But I've moved on and found another organization to conduct the study on: My dad's.

So anyway, now that I'm working in Group HR, and that i'm taking over one of the executive's work, I had to help organize a Domestic Inquiry (sort of a "mini-court" thingy that a company must conduct befor dismissing employees). So as I was handing out some documents to the Panel (sort of like the jury), one of them was this staff in college who gave me a hard time. I've had dealings with her on the phone knowing exactly who she is, but I don't think she knew who I was till she saw me that day.

And then, one of the Panel was amazed by my height, and started striking a conversation with me. Fortunately, he asked "Where are you studying" and I replied "Sunway College" and EVERYONE turned to look at this lady and said "Hey, Nisha's from Sun-U, you should know her!"

When I see opportunity, I grab it with my grubby hands.

I gave this sweet innocent smile and said in a bimbo-American-accent "Actually I do. Remember that thesis you rejected? Yea, that was me" *Sweet-pointed smile*
I saw that moment of fear in her eyes where she was afraid she would be questioned by the rest. She wasn't tho. But that look and that nervous laugh she gave after was enough to brighten up my week.

See? I'm an easy person to please!

On another note, today I saw a taxi driver peeing beside bustop. What a friggin retard!

I've yet to upload Black Eyed Peas videos.
I know, i know, I'm so 2000 and late!
But I got a feeling that I'll be Boom Boom Pow -ing the videos soon.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Toodles.

My Homie so sweet today!

Homie:

"From the moment he sounded you, I knew he was a jackass!!!"

Awwwwwww. You're cho sweet homie! I feel so loved!!!

We'll rule the world together!

Toodles wtf.

A Post About Nothing

Okay, firstly, i would like to apologize to anyone that I have offended for my previous post. I just want to set something straight here: I'm NOT taking a swipe at Christianity, I'm taking a swipe at this guy who claims he can "heal" people. Frankly, i don't buy it.

Raya Holidays rock! I love not having to do anything, being able to sleep as late as i wanna, wake up as late as i wanna, lay in bed the whole day...In fact, i'm lying in my bed right now, typing this on my Laptop. I have nothing in particular to say. Well thats a lie, i have a few things to say actually.

1. I am GOING to start exercising. For real this time. No, really.

2. I have succumbed to my addiction of Left 4 Dead after having withdrawal symptoms for a month wtf.

3. I love ironing my clothes for some reason. There's some real satisfaction in seeing the creases on your shirt smooth out like magic. Wtf.

4. Wow, i must be really bored to have said that.

5. I hate it that so many of my friends are overseas or are going overseas! Prasana, I miss you!

6. I think that if your chatbox is filled with more hate mail than nice ones, its time to think to yourself "Wow, I must suck".

7. I really can't wait to start earning a proper salary.

8. I luurvvee my new spongebob stickers which I have pasted everywhere (including the PC at work)

9. I am so freaking scared for my Grade 8 Piano exam.

Haih. I'm gonna stop there cos I like the number 9 for some reason. Cos when you multiply 9 with any number, and you take the results and add all the digits together untill they form a single digit, it will always be the same number, = 9!

Toodles ya'll!